The Chasm

Each day as I lay my head down to nap or sleep for the night I sigh and wonder why I must live in my aloneness of having a husband that doesn’t love me. I am saddened by the distance between us and cry to God to help me understand why I must live daily in such solitude. I wonder why my husband as a man does not desire me as a woman. What went wrong? Why the great chasm between us? Will it ever end? Will it stop? Will it go away? Or am I left to wonder these things every time I try to lay down and rest my weary soul?